all 4 pine

when d winter breeze crashes in me...when dewdrops cold touch my feet...when a silent cry comes from within...I THINK OF U!!
my life wud b d most worthwhile...if i can ever make u smile...ur hand and care precious than gold...IL ALWAYS REMEM U!!
when i remember ur name...a voice so sweet...ther seems s world 4me in it...i wonder how to hold ur hand...how shall i make u understand??I CARE 4U!!
(lines written 4my boyfrn only)

a day in my life....

i am student so basicaaly life is all bout goin 2 coll attending/bunking classes n gettin bak home n then headin 4a coffee sumwher bt yestday i was in no mood 2 attend classes....so wat bettter dan shoppin??
we headed 2sum malls n picked up shitts 4coll....thots jus gush in wen i think wat next?wat after college?
evrythns gonna change life is nt gona b d same nymore....responsibilities set in...hav 2 lik mature overnit...all dis freaks me out....cuz i feel life at college is d best....no hassles...evrythns seems so nice .....
changes r mandatory bt y does change take place soooo soon?jus as m bout 2 adjust 2d new life a new change stes in...n m thrown outta my comfot zone...al lost n wondering hw do i accept d harsh realities??
evry1 who casually speaks 2me (i.e frns o myn who r workin) say at work ther is nthn 2 fl happy bout...its a selfish and a competitive world,evry1 is out 2 shw they t best bt in coll life eyry1 is sooo carin nobody is selfish....evrythn goes accordin 2u....
so its really sad as each new day passes by...my days at coll r cumin 2 an end!!!!hw i wish college life was foreva n eva n eva
*SIGH* *TEARS*

friday blues

its a friday evening....at around 7:30....d streets are just messy after the rains....
everytn looks so bad but people are rushin....doing their jobs.....life doesnt stop for these hard working people...
sometimes i feel ther is nothing to complain about...cuz evrytn in life seems perfect or thats how its made 2be for me...but stil i yearn for things i know i can never get.....